hello to all my fans and readers!!!!! what is up what is up?? nada whole lot w/me just updating while i'm babysitting cuz the baby is sleeping and a girl can only watch tv for so long, ya kno??

so hmm...what's new with me? um...nada whole lot really, just kinda been taking it easy & babysitting. i leave for vacation in exactly TWO weeks and i am super excited about that!!! we're only gonna b up there 4 like a week and a half, which sux....i'm trying to convince my mommy to let me stay up there til the end of july, but i haven't had much luck with that one yet.

so, for the past couple nights i haven't been getting any sleep at all. i don't know what's goin on, but it's really buggin me b/c all i do is toss and turn all night and then when i get up to go do stuff i feel exhausted and kinda sick. not kewl at all!!!! well....i guess i kinda know what's goin on, but that's a LONG story and i don't really feel like posting it on here anyway. it's kinda personal, ya know? geesh...i feel like so much has been goin on, and i know it has, but it really shouldn't be getting to me like this?!?! hm...i really dunno. hopefully i'll get out this weekend and will be able to do things without a constant reminder of this.

well that's all for now folks, i'm bizzouncin. ttyl. much love. <3 Jesimaca

hello everyone, time for a lil update on the life of the one and only J Noche...ME!!!!

Friday I babysat and then went up to Sodens Grove for the wendi's classic baseball tournament. fun times lemme tell ya...we lost our first game, and by our second game @ 8 it started raining, so we didn't get to play, then the rest of the tournament got called off. so i went home and jacob came over and we played cards with cody and austin....cheaters  *cough cough* hehe. saturday i ended up going to kc that way i could be there for my cuzin derrick's grad party on sunday. most of the day was spent jumping around in the bounce house, but we eventually went down to powerplay (a huge arcade). rodger and i danced on the lil dance machine and he kicked my butt!!!!! i was laughin too hard to even kno where n the heck the arrows were going! then derrick and i got on this virtual rollercoaster ride and it was fun. derrick just started pushing buttons and he took us on the bumpiest course possible. gr8 times. we came home around 11:30 and stayed up until 2 or 3. sunday we got up around 9 and set up for the graduation party. that was fun. we ate and then jumped on the bounce house some more. hehe. it got crazy at times.

around 3 my parents decided that we were gonna go home. my dad wanted me to get used to driving long distances in traffic so he decided to let me drive my car home from kc. at one point it started pouring down rain and i could barely see to drive...not cool. then my window fogged up and my defroster wasn't working to well so my dad had to keep wiping the window....about 5 minutes later, we got it too work, thank goodness!!!!! got home and napped while the rest of the family watched spiderman 2 and then went outside for awhile...hung out with jacob later.

i still don't have my phone but my dad told me this morning that we're gonna go when he gets off of work, he better not be joking. that purty much sums up my weekend. leave sum love. <3 Jessica

hello to the world. i last wrote on this thing monday and all was well in life, but i shoulda waited until monday night because all got a lot better!!!

(well except for one thing....YIKES! i accidently left my cell phone on the back of my daddy's truck and yea....it went boom on the ground and it doesn't work anymore...so yea...don't try to call it....i'm gettin a new one on saturday though)

but back to my main point. austin had a baseball game at 7:45 and jacob came over at about 7 b/c the  dude that found my phone got his number and called him to find out who's phone it was. i didn't really talk to him at first when he was out my house b/c i dunno...i'm dumb. well we went to austin's game, and although his team lost, he did a good job. after the game we came back to my house, it was around 9. him and i sat outside and talked til 11. the confusion between us is gone now, or at least for the most part. it was nice though b/c i hadn't talked to him for like a week and it was nice to get things as close to normal as can be for now. *pleased*

yesterday i went to michael's baseball game at sodens grove and jacob and dustin came. those guys were crackin me up. between the attempted flips and running through the river water, it was a fun time. i came home around 8 to eat and then went outside and walked around by myself for awhile. then christian and brett were walking around so we all started goofin off. awhile later lauren and ivy came over and we got to catch up on what we'd been up too since we haven't really hung out this summer. we def need to do that soon....so girls....lets have a SLUMBER PARTY!!!!!

well homies, i'm bizzouncin. lata. much love...Jessica

heylo everyone!!!! geesh...my last entry was so....depressing!!! well just to letcha know...i'm A LOT better now. my gma is down from NC and i've been havin a gr8 time kickin it with my family. lots of memories made in the past couple days...it's awesome!!! i getta go home to nc on the 30th of june and i'm really excited about that...can't wait to get my hands on an RO's burger. yummy! hehe....and i also getta go shopping at G&G Rave, and i LOVE that place!!!!! sweetness. on saturday i'm gonna go up to kc and stay the night cuz my cuz has his graduation party on sunday. he rented a bounce house....oh joy...that'll be...interesting! haha. and i'm also getting my picture taken so i can have a pass at the pool up there. which is gonna be great fun, cuz yea...they have a bunch of water slides and stuff...sweet. hehe. well everybody, i'm outtie...thanks for the loving comments. i love ya'll!!!!!

<3 Jesicka

Oh yes...a lil sidenote...IVY YOU'RE MY #1!!!!!! I LOVE YOU! *BIG SMILES* TEE HEE

it's 9:18 am and i'm exhausted. i didn't sleep very well last night, nor am i feeling all that great today. time..that's all i need. things will work out eventually..they've got too. i'm not sure where i'm going right now, or what i'm supposed to be doing, but one thing i do know is that life is just too damn complicated!!!!!! that's my spill for now. i'll update eventually......not sure when. toodles.